Well it was erm how can we say, interesting... knew exactly 7 people at this party, there was like 60 or so there... I just sat down in a nice quiet spot at the back away from the main load of tables, sipped on my Irn Bru and kept quiet as much as possible, damn DJ played a few song or Dance Mixes of a few songs that hurt a little, but the almost killer blow came later, my ex sang her favourtite karoke song -> Roxette - It Must Have Been Love....
Some how I kept it together - if i had been drinking alcohol I would have been out of it... totally out of it...
I just wanted to leave but im a coward and didn't, im not as strong as I thought I was... I should have left but that would have left ???'s too many ???'s
Oh well at least i didn't have to step back into the shadows again...
Sunday, May 30, 2004
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
Working...
God damn I was ask to work today, No way I said...
little or no notice so NO will be the answer to that one..
little or no notice so NO will be the answer to that one..
Friday, May 21, 2004
Me, My Mate & Harry......
Woo hoo been invited to go and see the new Harry Potter movie by my mate since her friend don't want to see it and I want to see it and we both don't want to look stupid by going seperatly to see it :> I like friends like that..
Thursday, May 20, 2004
Party
Hmm I guess I'll be going on my own to the 21st I've been invited to, as mate can't make, they got something else more important on that weekend...
Hey Im cool with it, means more fun can be had maybe :>
but no "exit" route without look suspect.. oh well ;)
Hey Im cool with it, means more fun can be had maybe :>
but no "exit" route without look suspect.. oh well ;)
Saturday, May 15, 2004
From The Shadows......
Hmm thought it was time to add a new entry... so here goes..
Ah Summer is here, more sunshine in my life :) and Im not just talking during the day ;)
I think I'm finally stepping from the shadows into the light, letting it touch me, soothe me, recharge me... no longer do I hide from the light..
ah it feels good :) maybe I should just hibernate :P or drink more fluids ;)
darn not being hydrated enough will send ya a little screwy :D only just finding that out... it explains a lot
Ah Summer is here, more sunshine in my life :) and Im not just talking during the day ;)
I think I'm finally stepping from the shadows into the light, letting it touch me, soothe me, recharge me... no longer do I hide from the light..
ah it feels good :) maybe I should just hibernate :P or drink more fluids ;)
darn not being hydrated enough will send ya a little screwy :D only just finding that out... it explains a lot
Peace Out ... :)
*sending out a gentle bearhug to all who read this, the kind that warms from the inside out*
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